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January 6, 2025

29 minutes

Available for over a year

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“I was itting it was a sex cult,” says Miranda. She meets up with her mother Penny to tell her what she's really been up to. When she tells her story to students from the yoga school where her journey started, the guru Gregorian denounces her as a liar.

This episode contains sexual content.

Host: Cat McShane

Producers: Emma Weatherill and Cat McShane

Sound design: Melvin Rickarby

Unit Manager: Lucy Bannister

Executive Producer: Innes Bowen

Commissioning Editor: Dan Clarke

Commissioning Executive: Tracy Williams